Today = One year anniversary

It's hard to believe that a year has come and passed. Today at this time a year ago I knew my daddy was not destined for this world much longer. I however did not know that it would be this very day that he would die. I think about the day before his death often. I was so wore out and tired that I did not go see him the night he moved to The Odyssey house. That night was his clearest night from what I am told. He was fussing with the nurses about apple sauce and talking with the family that was there. I still to this day feel like I missed my last chance to talk to him and tell him how much I loved him. To this day, I wish I could have it to do all over again as I would have taken that last chance. April 08' through August 08' is such a complete blur and I am so thankful I wrote this blog. As much as it hurts to read it, I am still thankful that I wrote down everything. So much has changed since last year. I wish he were still here. I miss his blue eyes. I miss his laughter. I miss his hugs. I miss his talks. I miss him asking if I had a broken finger because I had not called in a while. I miss everything..... R.I.P Daddy.