I wanted so bad to see him today when we arrived off the ship. To greet my mom and I as we got off the boat. It was sad he was not there. I thought of him and talked to him a lot during the trip. The trip helped me gain a little peace of mind and the tenacity to start school tomorrow.
I still feel like this is a dream or that he is away on vacation. It's hard to believe we buried him almost a month ago. I can't believe he will never see me get my nursing degree, have children, or see his grandchildren grow up. Tears are never enough to express how much I miss him.
What I would do to hear one more "I love you Marge" or get one last kiss and hug. Life will never be the same without him.
I miss and love you very much daddy. And mom misses you to. More than you will ever know.
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